My husband died one month ago and I am still in a state of shock. We were just waiting for the day for our daughter to give him her kidney and it ended so quickly. I would love to say that I have something profound or intelligent to say. However I am still so numb that I can’t even think. My mind is gone, flitting from one thought to another with no link between any of them. I have yet to go through the gut wrenching sobbing that will eventually come. I wish I could just get it over with!